Take care lil sis~

today, my lil sis is leavin to kl to continue her study..
its kinda sad thou, coz we'l be missin her LOUD voice,
yellin at her(not in the bad way), missin her playin her RC
game N sittin in front of d computer all day, well obviously
we will be missing her a lot..

we went to the airport and then we had lunch at McD while
waiting for her to depart..
mum was like so sad bcoz she's her big baby.. haha~
i tried not to cry but i saw mum's crying so i cried too...
she cried as well.. it was SHOO SAD......

owhh well, she still had to leave..
we did took pictures, and here it goes...

dis is my mum n bro..

dis my sis n lil bro..

dis is my lil bro...

dat's her.. =.=

we love u N do take k'...
aim for the best N dun noty2 der...

Depressed..

owhh well, we've been arguein a lot these days eventhou
dat at the end we stil make it out... ughh.. i cant stand it
anymore.. owhh puhh-lease... i need help or anyone
puhh-lease i need a consultant or physchiatrist mayB?

i was listenin to mix. fm wen i heard dis song N it reminds
me of my past memories that only remain as memories..

Nobody knows by Tony Rich Project
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
and I'm dying inside
and nobody knows it but me
like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
and I'm cryin' inside
and nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
but you're nowhere around

chorus
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
and I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn
all apart
A million words couldn't say just how
I feel
A million years from now ya know
I'll be lovin' you still

chorus

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the
dusty road
gonna find you where ever, ever you
might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope
you come back to me
said when the nights are lonely...

chorus

amazed...

Mornin'.. i guess...
i juz came back from D' Bed with Hnna... yay..

i had a blast 2 day N its a gud thing for me so dat i wont
be thinkin' bout him all d way..

i went shoppin, again withh Mum N my lil sis, so we shop
til we drop again.. N i do like it... :P
after doing some shoppin, i headed back home but i didnt
feel like goin home yet, so i text Hnna...

N owhh yea.. she said yes.. N i text tutu.. but Tutu said no..
she cant go anyway far.. ughh~ but nevermind.. we'l come to u..
ahahhahah~

had dinner with Hnna at Grace Point then we headed to Tutu hse,
at 1st we plan to hang out by D pool, but then i change my mind N
we hang out at my place..

we watch The Uninvited N we Had Absolut Vodka.. yummmy~ ^^
a nice way to hang out rite? then we sent Tutu back N didnt
expect dat me N Hnna end up at D' Bed.. nice.. nice.... :P

gonna sleep now... Gudnite.. O.O

Let D' picxha do D' talking..

obviously im B..O..R..E..D..
so i'll juz let d' picture do d' talking....

sicky weakyy...

sleep..sleep..sleep.. we all need to sleep rite?
but sleeping for more than 8 hours is like.. ughh.. wat can u call it?
sleep-a-holic??? make sense which stands for overreacting sleep
dat has been done??

i didnt go to claz today becoz i was so fvckingly sick..
i mean flu is all over, shivering and fever, owh yeahh..
plz mr. fever N flu, ur NOT welcome at all!!!

but my dinner was SHOO 'yummy-licious'...
we had dim sum.. dim sum and dim sum.. ^^
N also.. Double CHeeseburger...
it made my day, much better...
wil be writting soon....

i'll die for dim-sum..

Mon...DDaayy

its monday, n its a day dat everybody hates bcoz,
weekend has end N monday starts D weekdays..
no more relaxin, no more clubs but claz all D weeks...

we FIGHT again N again N again.. Damn~ y is it hard
to juz keep a steady relationship N be happy?? we argue
N dis time its for REAL...

Tears r rollin on my cheeks while writtin dis which shows
dat im kinda weak too, i do have my soft part which i did try
my best to avoid it.. ~sob...sob~

i hated claz OB today bcoz we ol obviously hate d lecturer who's
teachin us.. to Mr. Izwan- 'Sir, alah.. didnt u said dat u'r goin to
chnge d lecturer ka?? pyah larr kmi if mcm nie??

Goin to RaZZ now to hang out for a while with my sis..
hopin dat by doin dis wil make me feel better, at least?
0.0

messy room.. :P

Swimming IN the Rain....^^

owhh well... i called it a day today.. i woke up late around 2pm and mum was like,'nah ambi nie duit cari mkn sendri, we'r goin out and the kids sda pgi ur dad's plce...' i was stil in my lalaland, and said 'bha..'.. but then, i force myself to get up coz i didnt have a gud sleep.. huh* we had a fight last night.. i mean a VERY VERY BIG fight..

my sis called and wanted to go to Water World and i was like' bha, meh larr..' rather than bein alone at home and thinks bout it over N over again.. i cant bear it anymore.. i was playing RC then suddenly my phone rang.. its was a sms N i was surprise.. he text me.. YEaa, kind of.. he was textin me like nothin happened last night?? did he forget or he is pretendin nothin happened.. .... we text N text N text but stil arguein'..


cut it short, my sis came to fetch me up N we went to Water World.. 'alang2 owhh mau pgi skg, mcm mw hujan sda nie?? antam sja larr...' we were debatin for a while.. but stil kmi pigi jga.. at 1st it was not rainin' and lets learn how to swim.. i manage to learn a bit, so gud for me.. :) suddenly it rain Heavily but we stil continue jga.. Sejukkkk gilaa, sempat lgi main hujan.. ehehe!!

*sum picxha i took after swimming in the rain....*

*i got flu and look at my pale face...

*fuggllyyy face...

*lolzz....